Tonight, Michael and I are doing Christmas at his parents house. Everything has been a little confusing because of Michael's work schedule. I wish that he didnt have to work Christmas day! Its suppose to be Me and Michael's first Christmas married. I miss Lilly so much more right now! This was also suppose to be her first Christmas. At the Graveside, my Aunt RayAnne put a really cute candycane at the head of her grave. I just wish that she was here!