Lately I've been feeling really down about EVERYTHING! I feel hurt and I feel really discouraged. I know that I should be surrendering my situations to God but this situation bothers me so much! I have so many questions. I cant help but wonder.. why? Why would God bless my sister's wishes? Why would she be blessed with a child? Why would God let this happen so soon after my heartbreak? It makes me hurt so much worse then before. I feel like my sister never cared about her niece. She lives her life in sin and in the end she is going to be rewarded with this wonderful child. Why? I don't know if I will ever be able to look at her the same way or even be close to her like we use to be. Lord, Please give me strength!!! I need it so badly right now. I pray that you will help Michael and I grow closer to you. I know that in all the bad things that are happening, something great is going to overcome it all. Thank you for the many blessings you have given me. -Amen "And the Lord Said, 'Refrain your voice from weeping, and your eyes from tears: for your work will be rewarded and your children will come again from the land of the enemy. And here is hope in your end, that your children will come again to their own border.'" Jeremiah 31:16-17